What I Have Become

I sit here in disgust, and self loathing.

I don’t know what I’ve become.

Whatever it is

It’s not good.

Tell me what to do.

Who am I?

I want to stop all the hurt inside.

Take it all away.

Show me the light of a new day.

Create a whole new me.

Save me,

Hold me,

Be mine,

My very own valentine.

Too Many Drinks

The lights are dim,

My glass is filled to the brim.

I'm so tired,

But still so alive.

Half way empty,

Or half way full,

It doesn’t matter to me,

Getting home is the key.

How do i?

It’s too late to call you.

Will you care?

Will you yell?

Droopy eyes,

That I despise

Go away

I'm not well

Its feels like death

But I feel like living

Save me

The one that created me